Here’s another update from your friendly neighbourhood blogger. To be honest, I’ve barely touched my books with assignments coming due. I finished my presentation on “Barbie across cultures” for my Intercultural communications class, so that’s a relief. My Business Combinations Assignment is wrapping up after I help out with the bibliography.. as for my tax assignment.. oh boy.. that’ll take some work and a good amount of help.
I notice that there are a few people in my life who constantly bring up what I’m going to do after accounting. To be honest, it’s really quite draining when they ask me about my progress, and it isn’t the encouraging kind of inquisition – it almost feels like disdain or pity to prop their own situations up.
As for getting help, subconsciously, I know I have a lot of pride, but when it comes to asking for help.. how can you ask for help when you haven’t truly done the work. I can’t stand asking for help when I haven’t put in the work to do so. It’s almost as if I’m going through a subconscious backlash that is preventing me from doing what needs to be done.
I’m not one to lash out, but I feel as if I’m being stretched to the max as I come close to finishing these courses with the thought of just “passing them”. But then again, I’m still aware that I’m making a mountain out of a molehill. Perhaps I’m just being whiny about how I’m not “feeling” the material or that I’m not “passionate” about Accounting or Tax.
While this is a public journal for myself to reflect upon, I implore those who read these posts to KEEP ME ACCOUNTABLE – meaning leave me comments or anything
My psychology towards my graduation isn’t the healthiest because in actuality, all I really want to do is just pass so I can move on and get into the CMA Accelerated program and actually LEARN AND REMEMBER accounting material from years ago that, for the life of me, I can’t remember.
And to those who keep on asking me about “How I’m doing with Accounting?” or “How’s the job hunt?” – I’m doing great as I’m going at my own pace and I’d just to add.. Bugger off!
- Will
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